been missing out on this page for quite some time..
let’s welcome the month of december! filled with many exciting events. i can’t wait to embrace this special month.
xoxo,M
i’d rather suffer two times the pain during cramps than to have moodswings. yea, i actually asked myself that before and i’d rather endure the pain than having to go through the emotional torture. i mean feeling angry is a very tiring and torturous thing to go through… now we are talking about having to go through it every month! when the pms kicks in, i feel as if my life is full of troubles like i have so many problems i get dysfunctional. lucky for me, it only happens during this period of time.
gahhhhhhhh. i’m really upset now. little things to trigger the tears button. tears just roll whenever i feel angry. so now my nose is blocked and i just wanted to blog to make myself feel better and waiting for the nose-pipe to clear. i tend to be a lil impulsive during this period - being overly sarcastic and the worse thing to blog abt certain things that i know i’d regret when i get over this phase. practising self-control now..
wala wala last friday. see the clams there? it was awesome. let’s have more of those soon :)
i think this theme is cool. tonight i will try to sleep before 5am. which is the time i head to bed everynight.
last fri was r’s birthday and it was awesome. everything went as planned and he liked the gift i got for him. cake was good too, we finished the whole cake in 2 days :) dinner was wagyu beef which really made us want to go back for more. now my pocket has a really big hole i needa sew it back now do some damage control hahah.
happy birthday babe!
went on a date with huizhen recently and we went t have our favourite - suki sushi!! good for the pocket and stomach. went t catch a movie tgt - sister’s keeper. made us really emotional throughout the movie. while walking out of the cinema we were still sniffing away hahah. had fun hanging with you, let’s go out again soon. this time we will have an easier time loading pictures to fb ;)
met R’s parents last evening. tbh, my legs were turning jello while waiting for them to get into the car. i always turned down offer to go for dinner with his parents because i’m a pussy when it comes to such matter :/ but its felt like a huge relief to have met his parents finally. its a hard thing for me to overcome this stage in a rs. phew. his parents are really cute. best thing? home cooked food every sunday. i miss home cooked food :(
everyone has made bad decisions in life. so much that you wished you hadn’t made that particular decision. but we all know that we can’t turn back time in life right. countless times i have bad decisions and i knew i was in deep trouble, so i prayed to God to turn back time. but nothing happened. now that i’m older and more matured (i hope), i learn to think through every decisions i make - big or small. however, i still make bad choices but i don’t feel so bad after that cos i know i have thought through it and eliminate the bad outcome. Queen Elizabeth led England through the Golden Years. she failed at first and many wanted to get rid of her from the throne. however after that she reigned the throne and was a successful ruler. because she had enough of being kind and she knew the key to it was to rule by her brains and not her heart.
been thinking alot. of all the bad choices i made in my whole life. and i wished that i hadn’t done that. but life goes on right. let’s look forward.
my life is so boring that i have nothing nice to blog about.
but on the contrary, i’m looking forward to the little things that will take place in the months to come. :)
will blog about it when it happens.
xo.
there has been alot of angst in my last few posts. its the pms blogging, not me!
Support Coexistthis outfit is off the charts hot.
HOT!!!!
